[Monday, November 24, 2003]

Several Hours Toward Idul Fitri

Today is the last day of Ramadhan this year. I'm going home to celebrate Idul Fitri with my parents, sis, bro, and sis in law. Many things happened to me in this month, sad and happy moments. I hope it would make me stronger to live in my chaotic serenity. Ya Allah, please give me Your blesses so I could meet another Ramadhan next year. Amin.

posted @ 10:58 AM |

[Sunday, November 23, 2003]

Rama is Home

Rama arrived at 13:20 pm. I had to pay for his taxi charge since he didn't had any money left. His look was awful, tired & dirty. He hadn't taken shower since the day he left his home. He was still sick. I called Anggo to let him know that Rama had arrived. I let him sleep till adzan Maghrib, and then I woke him up. After broke the fast and ate some snacks, Rama took a shower n changed his clothes with my T-shirt and short pants. Rama didn't eat much like he used to neither finish his avocado juice. At 19:40 PM, Anggo came. He succeeded in persuading Rama to come with him back to their home. He made sure that everything is going to be all right and then they left my house.
I hope everything IS really going to be all right. Amin

posted @ 10:43 PM |

[Saturday, November 22, 2003]

What A Day!

Finally I knew where Rama was. He went to Palembang to meet his former girlfriend. The girl had called me at 11:25 AM to give this information. Neither one of us had any clues what thing that led him to do that. After several phone calls, from persuasion to compulsion to ultimatum, it ended with good news at 16:50 PM. Rama agreed to come back to Jakarta. With one condition, he refused to go home for temporary. Instead he would stay at my house for a while. Well, at least he would be here, so his family shouldn't have to search for him no more.
Rama's mother eyes still drench with tears and his father suffer in bewildered. And Anggo? I think he really worry about his brother safety. I could see it in his eyes when he came to my house this afternoon. He looked tired too, coz he couldn't sleep last night. He had searched for Rama since yesterday, although without his father permission at first. Hmmm... nice brother :>
Back to Rama, his parents gave me the authority to give him some advices. The last call from his father was at 21:35 PM. He shared some of his feelings bout this matter. I hope Rama would listen to me. May Allah bless him and his family with harmony. Amin.

posted @ 11:33 PM |

[Friday, November 21, 2003]

Rama, Where Are You?

Bad news!!! My friend, Rama, had runaway from his home since this afternoon. His brother, Anggo, came by to see whether he had gone to my house or not. His mom was crying many times, I guess she couldn't sleep well tonight. His Dad called me couple times. It's really weird, coz Rama didn't tell me anything bout this. He didn't even call me today. Usually, he called me at least one time a day. The worst thing is, he went in a bad condition. Rama is sick since yesterday. And he didn't bring anything with him.
Rama, where are you? If you happen to read this, please call me. I hope you'll be all right, wherever you are now. May Allah SWT always protect you all the way. Amin.

posted @ 10:05 PM |

[Thursday, November 20, 2003]

Couple Hours with Indah

Today I had my Iftar with Indah, my best girlfriend. We made an appointment to meet at Bakmi Gajah Mada Sarinah. But I couldn't come on time coz of the traffic jam at Jl. Pramuka. It made me upset, coz I don't meet Indah too often. That's why every second is precious for us. Indah is a smart, sweet and nice girl that anyone could know. We ate much there ;> We even had ordered meals three times. Indah had brought me some cakes too. After had a great conversation, we went home with full stomachs :>


posted @ 10:22 PM |

Thought of Beauty

This is what my friend Yasir ever said
I think it's a good one

"One is not loved because she's beautiful
But she's beautiful because one loves her
Love makes some one beautiful"

Well, don't judge the book by its cover
Who knows, you probably love the content,
After you read it ;>
Let's find out the beauty within!

posted @ 9:57 AM |

Ironic

Isn't it ironic?
Some people still care about us,
Whether or not we appreciate it.
On the other hand,
Some others still didn't notice us,
Eventhough we did everything for them.

So, look around you thoroughly
There might be someone need you
You'd find out what you've still missed

Recently, I like to listen to Lene Marlin's song.
Below is the song's lyric:


You Weren't There
Lene Marlin


She came home, just won the game
Long time struggle she fulfilled her dream
All she wanted was to make you proud,
You weren't there

He had his birthday few days ago
He got some presents, a big party too
And there were congratulation calls
As the years before, not ever one from you

(+)
You weren't there, distant, far away
It's like this everyday,
They see you in their heads
Wonder if you'll come
Afraid to close their eyes,
And miss you once again

She cut herself on a piece of paper
It didn't hurt, but she saw the blood
She could need that embrace,
You weren't there

Did he have to cry louder,
Would that make you hear him
You see, his heart was broken,
For the first time

(+)

Cannot turn back time,
A wish yet to come true
They're making up these stories about you

(+)

posted @ 9:40 AM |

[Wednesday, November 19, 2003]

Have You Ever Felt It?

Have you ever felt in vain?
After all the efforts to be impressive
You had got the appreciations from others
But nothing from your precious
You still stuck in being meaningless

And what about being cast away?
You were surrounded by so many people
Among the joy and laughter
You have tried very hard to mingle
But then again, still
The invisible tears kept rolling from your eyes

Have you ever felt it too?

posted @ 10:39 PM |

[Saturday, November 15, 2003]

Shopping!!!

Today I'm gonna go shopping!!!
Well, actually my mom asked me 2 buy somethings 4 her :>
It's the 20th day of Ramadhan 2day
In less than 2 weeks, it will be.....
IDUL FITRI!!!
I hope I can make it through the big day, amin.

posted @ 10:13 AM |

KEY TO FRIENDSHIP

It's Not The Hand You Hold
But How You Hold The Hand

It's Not In The Tears You Dry
But All The Reasons Why

It's Not How You Make A Person Smile
But Whether Or Not It's Worth While

It's Not In The Conversation
But In The Way You Listen

It's Not In The Laughter
But What Comes Before
And Everything After

The Key To Friendship
Is Not In Two People Relating
But In Two Hearts Communicating

Thank You For Being That Very Special Friend
Who Understands The Key To Friendship
And How To Unlock Everything Within


posted @ 9:04 AM |

[Thursday, November 13, 2003]

Finally

Finally, I made it!!!
I have my own blog :>
And the story begins.....

posted @ 3:18 AM |