[Wednesday, December 31, 2003]

A Love Letter From Someone Very Special

As you got up this morning, I watched you, and hoped you would talk to me, even if it was just a few words, asking my opinion or thanking me for something good that happened in your life yesterday. But I noticed you were too busy, trying to find the right outfit to wear. When you ran around the house getting ready, I knew there would be a few minutes for you to stop and say hello, but you were too busy. At one point you had to wait, fifteen minutes with nothing to do except sit in a chair. Then I saw you spring to your feet. I thought you wanted to talk to me, but you ran to the phone and called a friend to get the latest gossip instead. I watched patiently all day long. With all your activities I guess you were too busy to say anything to me.

I noticed that before lunch you looked around, may be you felt embarrassed to talk to me, that is why you didn't bow your head. You glanced three or four tables o! ver and you noticed some of your friends talking to me briefly before they ate, but you didn't. That's okay. There is still more time left, and I hope that you will talk to me yet. You went home and it seems as if you had lots of things to do. After a few of them were done, you turned on the TV. I don't know if you like TV or not, just about anything goes there and you spend lot of time each day in front of it not thinking about anything, just enjoying the show. I waited patiently again as you watched the TV and ate your meal, but again you didn't talk to me.

Bedtime I guess you felt too tired. After you said good night to your family you popped into bed and fell asleep in no time. That's okay because you may not realize that I am always there for you. I've got patience, more than you will ever know. I even want to teach you how to be patient with others as well.

I love you so much that I wait everyday for a nod, prayer or thought or a thankful part of your heart. It is hard to have a one-sided conversation. Well, you are getting up once again. And once again I will wait, with nothing but love for you. Hoping that today you will give me some time. Have a nice day!


Your Friend,

ALLAH

posted @ 11:29 PM |

[Friday, December 26, 2003]

My Sweet Prince

Never thought you'd make me perspire
Never thought I'd do you the same
Never thought I'd fill with desire
Never thought I'd feel so ashamed

Me and the dragon
Can chase all the pain away
So before I end my day
Remember

My sweet prince
You are the one
You are the one

Never thought I'd have to retire
Never thought I'd have to abstain
Never thought all this could back fire
Close up the hole in my vain

Me and my valuable friend
Can fix all the pain away
So before I end my day
Remember

My sweet prince
You are the one
You are the one

Never thought I'd get any higher
Never thought you'd fuck with my brain
Never thought all this could expire
Never thought you'd go break the chain

Me and you baby
Still flush all the pain away
So before I end my day
Remember

My sweet prince
You are the one
You Are The One

posted @ 2:01 AM |

[Thursday, December 25, 2003]

Happy Birthday, Mom

Today is my mom's 49th birthday.

Happy Birthday, Mom

I'm wishing you all the best.
I wish i were there.
Hiks...hiks....

posted @ 11:19 PM |

[Wednesday, December 24, 2003]

A Day In Your Life

There will come a day in your life
That you will think you are alone
You will be hurt by your admirers
You will cry for me

I shall not hear you
I shall be beyond the galaxies
Out of your reach

I pray to God
That such a day...
Should never come in your life

But I am worried about my prayer
Because most of my prayers....
Are UNANSWERED....

posted @ 11:30 PM |

[Sunday, December 21, 2003]

Don't Judge A Book By Its Cover

A lady in a faded gingham dress and her husband, dressed in a homespun threadbare suit, stepped off the train in Boston and walk timidly without an appointment into the Harvard University President's outer office.
The secretary could tell in a moment that such backwoods, country hicks had no business at Harvard and probably didn't even deserve to be in Cambridge.
"We want to see the president," the man said softly.
"He'll be busy all day," the secretary snapped.
"We'll wait," the lady replied.
For hours the secretary ignored them, hoping that the couple would finally become discouraged and go away. They didn't and the secretary grew frustrated and finally decided to disturb the president, even though it was a chore she always regretted.
"Maybe if you see them for a few minutes, they'll leave," she said to him.
He sighed in exasperation and nodded. Someone of his importance obviously didn't have the time to spend with them, but he detested gingham dresses and homespun suits cluttering up his outer office.
The president, stern faced and with dignity, strutted toward the couple.
The lady told him, "We had a son who attended Harvard for one year. He loved Harvard. He was happy here. But about a year ago, he was accidentally killed. My husband and I would like to erect a memorial to him, somewhere on campus."
The president wasn't touched.... He was shocked.
"Madam," he said, gruffly, "we can't put up a statue for every person who attended Harvard and died. If we did, this place would look like a cemetery."
"Oh, no," the lady explained quickly. "We don't want to erect a statue. We thought we would like to give a building to Harvard."
The president rolled his eyes. He glanced at the gingham dress and homespun suit, and then exclaimed, "A building! Do you have any earthly idea how much a building costs? We have over seven and a half million dollars in the physical buildings here at Harvard."
For a moment the lady was silent.
The president was pleased. Maybe he could get rid of them now.
The lady turned to her husband and said quietly, "Is that all it costs to start a university? Why don't we just start our own?"
Her husband nodded.
The president's face wilted in confusion and bewilderment. Mr. and Mrs. Leland Stanford got up and walked away, traveling to Palo Alto, California where they established the University that bears their name, Stanford University, a memorial to a son that Harvard no longer cared about.

++ You can easily judge the character of others by how they treat those who they think can do nothing. ++

posted @ 1:08 AM |

[Wednesday, December 17, 2003]

It's All Up To You

There're times that we have in doubts. Moments in our lives that need immediate actions. Situations that force us to make quick decisions. People said that opportunity doesn't come twice. Well, I guess it's true. We have to take the risks or just ignore it. I know .... you're gonna say that I am wrong. But for me, if similar thing happens once again in my life, it wouldn't be a second chance. It's just another opportunity that send from above. It would never be the same with the previous one. Sure, we do have to take a moment to think before we made up our minds, even for one second. So, the next time opportunity knockin' on your door, would you take it? My answer.... I'll think about it

THE FIRST STEP

Taking the first step is a frightened thing
To face the unknown matter
The unpredictable stuffs it might brings
But like a baby who get bored of crawling
The first step is the most important thing

The first step would widen your firmament
You would see the vision of a new light
The Joy Of discovery
Just like spreading wings and then flying
The first step that you take would open every locked doors
To look at yourself the way you didn't look at it before

Like a little child who would give up everything he had
For the sake of his first step
Sometimes he became unsteady, stumble and fall
But strong hands would catch him
Help him to get up on his little feet
So he could continue walking

The most long journey needs step after step
But once you begin to step forward
Everything is going to be all right
Take my hands, my love
I will help you
I will be right next to you
Because together we will be stronger

Yes, first step is a huge action
The most important matter above all
But I'll be there to catch you
If you stumble and fall
We will straighten up your vision ahead
Grind our teeth and keep on walking
And when we see the road end
We will chase it

I love you
I will assist you all the way
But taking the first step.......
Is all up to YOU


posted @ 8:44 PM |

Another Episode Of Rama

The clock showed 5:24 PM and I just came home when the phone rang. It turned out to be Rama, the one who called. He wanna shared his happiness with me. Today he make another commitment with a girl to be her boyfriend. I can't mention her name in here. He also said that he's totally recovered now. Hmm... Good News.

posted @ 7:11 PM |

[Tuesday, December 16, 2003]

Missing Something?

Punkish and Sayap Imaji must casted a spell on me. Since I read about Finch, "Letters To You", in their blogs, I made up my mind that I have to fulfill my curiosity. Today I've visited Renjana Ungu 'n Enola Mai's blog, and I got the song! Listening to this song make me emotianally disorder. There's a thrill inside me. Something's definitely missing. Aaahhh........

Another song with good lyric:

FIND A WAY TO MY HEART
Phil Collins

Find a way to my heart, and I will always be with you
From wherever you are, I'll be waiting
I'll keep a place in my heart, you will see it shining through
So find a way to my heart, and I will, I will follow you

This journey's not easy for you, I know
If your footsteps get too faint to hear, I'll go
Cos you know, questions are never that easy
And never the same
You have the answer believe me
If you have the faith

Find a way to my heart...

Time may come, and time may go, I know
If you should call out for me, I'll go
But you know, there is a code to be broken
I wrap it around
Without a word being spoken
Without a sound

There's a reason I hide my heart
Out of sight out of mind
And when I find out just who you are
The door will be open for you to..

Find a way to my heart...

+++ Dedicated to the love of my life: someday, somewhere, someway, we'll find each other soul +++

posted @ 12:52 AM |

[Sunday, December 14, 2003]

AMAZING...Don't Miss The Last One!

* Coca-Cola was originally green.
* The most common name in the world is Mohammed / Muhammad.
* The name of all the continents end with the same letter that they start with.
* The strongest muscle in the body is the tongue.
* TYPEWRITER is the longest word that can be made using the letters only on one row ! of the keyboard.
* Women blink nearly twice as much as men!!!
* You can't kill yourself by holding your breath.
* It is impossible to lick your elbow.
* People say "Bless you" when you sneeze because when you sneeze, your heart stops for a millisecond.
* It is physically impossible for pigs to look up into the sky.
* The "sixth sick sheik's sixth sheep's sick" is said to be the toughest tongue twister in the English language.
* If you sneeze too hard, you can fracture a rib. If you try to suppress a sneeze, you can rupture a blood vessel in your head or neck and die.
* Each king in a deck of playing cards represents a great king from history:

Spades - King David,
Clubs - Alexander the Great,
Hearts - Charlemagne.
Diamonds - Julius Caesar.
* If a statue of a person in the park on a horse has both front legs in the air, the person died in battle.
* If the horse has one front leg in the air, the person died as a result of wounds received in battle.
* If the horse has all four legs on the ground, the person died of natural causes.
* What do bullet proof vests, fire escapes, windshield wipers and laser printers all have in common?

Answer: All invented by women.
* A crocodile cannot stick its tongue out.
* A snail can sleep for three years.
* All polar bears are left handed.
* American Airlines saved $40,000 in 1987 by eliminating one olive from each salad served in first-class.
* Butterflies taste with their feet.
* Elephants are the only animals that can't jump.
* In the last 4000 years, no new animals have been domesticated.
* On average, people fear spiders more than they do death.
* Shakespeare invented the word "assassination" and "bump".
* Stewardesses is the longest word typed with only the left hand.
* The ant always falls over on its right side when intoxicated.
* The electric chair was invented by a dentist.
* The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet.
* Rats multiply so quickly that in 18 months, 2 rats could have over million descendants.
* Wearing headphones for just an hour will increase the bacteria in your ear by 700 times.
* The cigarette lighter was invented before the match.
* Most lipstick contains fish scales.
* Like fingerprints, everyone's tongue print is different.

***And finally 99% of people who read this will try to lick their ~ELBOW~ !!! ***

posted @ 4:42 PM |

I'm Back!!!

After more than 2 weeks, here I am now.
Back to my place, home sweet home :>
Hmm.... so many things to do around da house.
So dirty and humid...
Huatchiiii......!!!

posted @ 4:27 PM |